Lost Alone

I am doing my best to at least maintain a facade that things are going well right now. I have students, friends, family, and strangers coming to my blog . . . so I really need to censor myself. I am going to reread some of my recent posts and make them more cheerful. Anyway, I just wanted to thank Joel, Francis, and Dave for being such great friends. I want to thank God for bringing my family together for a few days. I want to thank Jay for thinking about my mom for the condo. This is the most excited I have seen her in a very long time. I am home now with two cats. I don't know where Ra went, but Scuro is laying at the end of the bed. This is going to be a busy week for me. Most people do better when they are kept busy, but it doesn't really help me. I am drinking yellow Gatoraid. I want to be able to sleep well tonight.