Scummy Pond

I am so freaking impatient. I am always waiting for something to happen. I like change. I like having something that needs to be done. I like fixing problems. I like checking off things on my list. I like being needed. I need to be useful. I can't relax if there isn't a plan. I don't mind making contingency plans. I can be flexible. Most things I am easy about. Somethings, I can't negotiate. I have learned some good lessons from life. Others, I have yet to learn. I like taking action. I like being proactive. I like when people have initiative. I don't settle on okay. I believe in doing my best. I know nothing I do will redeem me. I know I can never be good enough. I am alive because of God's grace instead of my own accomplishments. I have a problem with authority. I like being respected and treated like an equal. I am outspoken. I will intervene in a friend's life if I think it is for their own good. I expect my friends to do the same. I believe in being solution oriented. I get depressed when people focus on problems. I like breaking things down to understandable bits. I like strategically solving things piece by piece. I strive to be more like Jesus. I seek humility, faith, love, hope, mercy, sacrifice, charity, and good qualities. I plan to change. I am not going to stay the same. I believe that I should always try to improve. I strive to have healthy communication with others. I believe that I should be thankful for what I have. I dislike bad things. They make me feel scared and uncomfortable. They make me feel like I am not safe. I don't like doing things by myself. I like sharing experiences with others. I like helping others. I enjoy when I can make others happy.