Louisville, KY

Here I am. Kim chastised me for not updating my blog in a while. Mom and her boyfriend Watson (he actually goes by the nickname for Richard, but I can't bring myself to call him that) drove us to Kim and Tony's today. Boy, is he a grumpy driver. I definitely don't miss living around smoker's. I feel like I am going to live a year less than before just because of the 8 hour car ride up here.

So, I look out my back door and there was my next door neighbor Mr. Ferguson trimming my corkscrew willow. Jason makes fun of me because I always have random people coming into my life. I figure every friend was once a stranger, so I enjoy meeting new people. Muhammed, my 6'9'' muslim friend - Pete my 40 something English friend - a date with an occassion NFL football player - no roommate one day and Amy the next. A good ol' country boy with a massive NASCAR collection . . . it's all good. That is what we were put here for. God wanted us to be here for one another, not to glorify ourselves.

What is worse - having loved too many people or having slept with too many people? Say you have slept with 15 people and have loved them all - or you have never loved anyone before and slept with the same amount of people. Is there a difference between casual sex and casual love? This is just a generic thought.

I feel blah today - and fat. I need to have a mini diet after taking this trip. Kim and Tony are the epicurians of the family, so I know there is a lot of food in store for my near future.

Mom brought my bike and hammock from Florida so I am excited about that. I'll have to set them up when I get back home.

Ann is in Las Vegas starting her new life with Rick. Kenny is still dating Valerie last time I talked to him. Pedro and Jamie are getting married in November. Life goes on. It is amazing how much can change in such little time.

I am worried about my friend Chip. He is a kidney dialysis patient and has to live with his parents. He really wants to have a woman to share his life with, but it is hard to find someone who understands his situation. I wish I had the answer for him. I know how hard it is to be alone and how depressing things can get when you are in an unhappy situation. I hate feeling helpless and unable to make things better. All I can do is ask God to help because He can accomplish anything.

I enjoy reading my anonymous comments. You are always welcomed to introduce yourselves. I am just a friend you haven't met yet.

G'night.

Pam